oh dear rjc is so darn confusing. there's too many events, too much moving around, and too many chances to make mistakes.
there are also many many people.
and they have made me realise that i can't run away from them all my life. these past couple of days have slapped me in the face and reminded me sternly that i can't neglect my friends any more. i have spent (i think) too much time with my textbooks, and way too little time getting to know people, which, though a loner i am, i have realised i kind of enjoy. i would like to know people, to find out their favourite colour, their favourite foods, their favourite thing to do; everything! i want to dissect their idiosyncracies and uncover what makes them tick. i want to share in their joys, their sorrows, their lives.
in short, i want to be a better friend.
but hey i have a loooong way to go. for starters, i've got to start remembering people. like today i saw xin ning and she said we were p4 classmates. i mean, i just stared at her because i couldn't remember! i'm terribly apologetic about that. if you're reading this, xin ning, i'm sorry! she's in film soc too so i hope i'll get to know her better and atone for my misdeeds. i swear, i've got a memory like a sieve. wait have i used that simile before? i can't remember.
ok aside from this friend thing that i've really got to work on, life's been pretty good.
my class is made up of really nice people, but i'm being antisocial again, so it'll probably take me the full two years to warm up to them but hey i'm really looking forward to it. the warming up part not the end of the two years. my tutors are real nice (my econs tutor is calling me haha! hahaha) and i haven't fallen asleep in class (yet). amc selections went pretty well, but volleyball clinic was pfft. i sure hope i improve tremendously before tryouts next week. film soc seems like great fun, and the people seem friendly; i can't wait to get my hands on a camcorder and start filming. debates is going okay, i've made some new friends, and writers inc starts tomorrow! and math soc, of course, is my number one love. wait there's an emoticon for this right? oh yeah: <3. how apt.
right okay i better go catch some z's, i'll tell you more about everything soon. i wish you happy thoughts and happy days.
:)
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hello! hope you enjoy rj!! :)
way to go! jiayou :)
Hey! Really hope to hear from you soon=) Remember that ppl arnd u are v.friendly and also very eager to let you into their lives! so don't give up!
THE TOP
a life of penury
obsessed with precision and accuracy
pivoted upon parsimony
for the sole purpose of spinning
pleasing as it rotates furiously
somewhere out there,
the fan,too,
is spinning
quietly wondering,
aimlessly pondering...
hahaha wow so many interesting comments. thank you so much i am pleasantly surprised.
i would be happier, though, if you could uh leave your names? so that i can reply to you properly (and so that i know it's not spam).
and the poem is, like, quite suan.
HAHA haha,
the poem's definitely not supposed to suan.
its supposed to say sth like... like everyone's spinning just the way everyone else is.
errrhh. does this makes sense? i think we're all going mad. but at least we're in this madness together, and i think that helps.
sorry for being long (think spaghetti)
and i shall keep my name to myself for the time being. seriously, this is not spam.
Hey...I wonder if you will ever see this but...you are my idol! XD haha...jia you for everything!
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